So many of you are probably being the typical internet troll and pointing out that anorexia is spelled with an "o" and not an "a". That is probably because you haven't really researched anorexia much or even at all; you haven't seen the extreme rituals and beliefs that many anorexics have. Many anorexics use a sort of "Goddess" to inspire them to become more thin, her name is Ana. It is the same for bulemics and her name is Mia. Hence the title Diary of Ana(rexia).
Now to those of you who are looking for help in these hard times of your life and want clarity and peace within your mind and body, I want to start out by telling you this is NOT a ProAna or ProMia website. I will not give you tips and tricks on how to be thinner but I will give you tips and tricks on how to become more beautiful from the inside out.
I myself have had trouble with anorexia for almost my whole life; I have tried to find help with recovery and only found people to help me with losing weight faster. I have had several Ana buddies and still have their numbers and emails. I still have the mindset of an anorexic and I always will, but I kick it in the butt and tell myself "I AM beautiful, I don't need to lose weight. Weight isn't everything."
I will tell you everything I have been through and am going through, I will be 100% honest and I will not fail you or abandon you. You are beautiful and I will help you to believe in yourself just as I believe in you.
If you need me I will be available 24 hours a day; I don't care if it's four in the morning, if you need me, you send me text, an email, skype me, or call me. I'm here for you.
xoxo, Jes <3
